i hate the word...if.
if only we had met 6 years ago before you met her.
if only you hadn't come into my life just as i was giving up on love for good.
if only you had just ignored me like the rest of the world.
if only you hadn't said and done all the things i hoped someone would do and say
but never expected anyone to do and say.
if only i could stop remember every minute detail of how you made me feel.
damn you...if